Where am I going?

"Cat: Where are you going?
Alice: Which way should I go?
Cat: That depends on where you are going.
Alice: I don’t know.
Cat: Then it doesn’t matter which way you go." ~ Lewis Caroll

Ahh, that ancient question: “Why am I here?” For me the deepest, darkest place I called
​myself was when I had no idea why I was even alive. And, if I have no idea I will ask the ego and it will give me a long list of ‘reasons’ each one of these prevents me from connecting to the real reason: To Be Happy! It is sort of funny, though, that at a deep level the answer: “Then it does not matter which way you go” applies whether I know where I am going or not....
Love, Diederik